I hate this day :'''( I almost cried.. I hate hate hate it :( It has nothing to do with valentine's day though. It's not a matter of the heart type. I'll give you the highlight: let's just say that i went to my ONLY class for today at 12:40 thnking that it was only 11:40. I came for 10 seconds of class. The worst part is I cross enrolled, which means I don't know my classmates cause they're from College of Liberal Arts and I'm from College of Education. So I had no one to vent to. My teacher gives a minus for every late and absence.. and next week il have a seminar which will make me absent in his class again.. and if i forget to get a certificate on Friday, I'll be absent again.. We have alternative classes on Friday since it's university week. So, that means 3 absences and 2 lates.. great... Please pray for me.. I'm so disoriented!! What's happening to me?? :''''( All these may seem shallow, but they're really making me sad. VERY very sad :'''( I'm not used to this! This morning, I lost track of time cause my first two subjects were online.. Lord, help me!!
My good friend was the one who got me curious with horoscopes lately... hahaha! Not that i check it everyday, I read mine when I'm really bored and when I feel like testing if the horoscope did happen... In short, I read it when the day is almost done. I went to yahoo astrology which led me to the weekly part and read: "Thursday and Friday afford huge expanses of time to lie on the grass
(or snow), stare at the sky and figure out what's going on in your
heart. Lazing around is restorative and necessary, since this weekend
is nonstop. It will leave you -- blissfully -- breathless" read more if you are a Leo.
Blissfully breathless, huh? We'll see about that.
These past few days I've been surrounded by people who make me feel soo happy. :) My parents are really nice for understanding my situation hahahaha :) There was something wrong with my old phone- whenever someone called i couldn't hear the person through the receiver. So I have a new phone! It's a cheap motorola phone, I swear. But it works, so it'll do! And it's cute. well, for me at least :) And my comp's broken too. And then.. voila! I thank God for being so generous! Now I can work on my assignments again. And I thank Singapore for selling HQ electronics that make almost everyone gaga. :s
To add to the people that make me happy, my classmates/blockmates with ID 105 (batchmates) and 106 (froshies) are really nice! Although, I still find it hard to feel close to them... For a reason I don't know.. Maybe I need to be with them for longer periods of time. Unlike High School life, I'm exposed to different people every hour in a day! So it's hard to build strong friendships. However, I can say that I have really close friends in college. And I'm happy that I'm given opportunities to meet new people and build strong relationships with them. :)
Love is in the air!! Most of my lovely friends (tatu) are in love :) I was able to talk to old friends, like a former bus mate, whom I treated as my little brother. When I was in CSA (where i graduated high school), he wasn't so interested in relationships. All of a sudden, he shocked me with news that he has a girlfriend, that he loves her so much and shit. :) Yes, yes love is in the air. People change, but what's important is that they are happy. I'm soo happy for all my friends who are in love. :)
I'm so happy that even strangers make me smile. Even I can't understand what's happening to me. Haha. It's interesting that in my relstwo class (religion2), not all of us know each other and yet we have fun during discussions. Maybe it's because no one criticizes other people who kid around or do something crazy in class. No boos or cornys will be heard. That could be a lesson for all of us. Most things that happen to us are resulted by our reactions. How we react to things will influence what's yet to happen. Let's say a person spills coffee all over your shirt. When you curse and insult the person, it'll cause a fight and a few bruises. But when you flash a smile and say it's okay, the person (if he has manners) would probably treat you or do something else that can make your day better! :)
Kaboom pretty much describes what I feel these past few days. I feel light and happy :)
