I'm currently addicted to Grey's anatomy. I'm not even halfway through the second season and I can't wait to finish it, but at the same time I don't want to. I'm not a very patient person and once I'm done watching the rest of it, it would be torture not being able to watch the third season and having to wait. Maybe the reason why I like it so much is because I probably feel better knowing that other people get hurt too. It's not that I find fun in seeing other people get hurt, I just realize that whenever I get hurt I'm not alone after all. And that makes me feel better.
I've heard a lot of people say that if a person doesn't know your worth, you should let go and leave it in the past. Besides, there's really no point in sulking over something in the past, something waaay overdue. Me and my attachment issues. dammit.
I occasionally have these talks with some of my friends about bitterness and loneliness. Don't you think it's kind of weird that I find other people experiencing "loneliness attacks" as well? A person does not need to have boy problems or heartaches to get these attacks. It just happens to some people, I guess. I think it happens to people who think too much. Sometimes I think that it's all in our minds, really. We force ourselves to see something that isn't really there. Are we masochists? And if we are, is that bad? Can hurting be really addicting?
It comes to a point when a person results to pathetic resolutions. One of which is begging. Begging will not take you anywhere. Trust me. As embarrassing as it sounds, I've been there and it wasn't good.
Begging or not, I still think this clip from Grey's anatomy is sweet. ....And very sad at the same time.
